chrysallis

I came to Your table
I drank Your wine
I feasted with pleasure
On all that was mine

You gave me permission
To carry You on
then I found myself dying
where I didn’t belong

I have prayed for Your guidance
I have listened with Heart
I have done all Your bidding
As best I could start

Now the doorway is plastered
With nail, wood, and stone
And I am dissolving
mind/body and bone

No matter the reason
No matter the cause
No choices remain
But to follow Your Laws

Though lasting Existence
Is all that is left
This final resistance
Is just before death

May we feast with great pleasure
Transforming all to what’s Real
May Love flow in full measure
So all may be healed

approaching the Unknown.....

Come face to face with the Unknown;
with fear,
with Light,
with fear,
with trust.
with determination,
with abandon,
with Fear,
with Hope.
With whatever there is,
Come to the Unknown.
no matter what.

If one has Love,
come with that,
if one has fear,
come with that.

The point is,
to come to the brink
the threshold
the edge, and over,
with whatever there is.
The point is; COME.

Anything short of coming to the Unknown is death;
either quick,
or slow.
Choose life
Come to the Unknown.
That which is most alive;
this Moment.
with everything you've got.

I am entering the threshold
with all that i have
taking out the trash
taking out the recycling
for its final re-use....

Offering the melting pot whatever resources
can be given over
the raw materials
to be used
for reconstruction of
nothingness.

Challenging to write
from the midst of it all.
Diving in.
Coming to the Portal
committed.
Coming with everything I've got;
Fear
Terror
commitment
commitment
dedication
resolve
Fear.

These are not my fears alone;
I bring the fears of my ancestral lineage.
Irish Heritage hell bent on survival.
Terror of annihilation.
Quantum Courage
The ultimate test for
Conscious Contact
Vibrational Energetics
test
test
one
two
three
test
test
test.............

for Life? or Death?

Obligation, responsibility, reputation............
Upon this question there is pondering,
do each of these 'concepts', 'practices', 'beliefs'
bring Life into form?
or hold Life with limits?

To whom or what are 'we' obligated? responsible?

Before answering quickly, examine what is the foundation of these 'precepts'.

NOW

I am breaking apart
into millions of pieces
snowflakes dissolving

L O N G Haul.....

Dredging the swamp for all the lowly creatures who fear the Light.
I have found many.
and they have found me.
In the thick of the cleansing clearing, I am.
human mind has so much resistance to the Light.
Though the terrors and the fears are constant
something in me Knows there is only This.
Committed to deeply anchor the Light
into the depths of the Swamp
I cast Sail for higher elevations
For a 24/7 Depth Charge
Spring Housecleaning
A finality of This
I Am.