Such a Dance!!!

Seems the strong point in Life is connecting. Seems the weaker point is getting the ground where connecting happens!

Every day, every moment is a possible moment to Realize Awareness, to manifest Life fully, (hmmm, nice word; 'Lifefully'). With the activities of looking for home, for place to participate in the Financial Energy Exchange (yes, there does appear to be a FEE!!! eheheh!!!!), I get to see the hundreds of ways Sunny believes the relative world as real. Not so, again and again, the shift from the asleep state to an awakened one can be made in a fraction of a nano second. A good practice.

Some say the Soul incarnates to learn particular 'lessons' in order to develop. I wonder, if that is true, what is it my Soul is trying so hard to learn, and am I in the way? and what does that 'in the way' really look like? or is it learning what is needed no matter what 'I' do? Like velcro, I 'think' (error #1) 'If I do something ' then I can turn it around, there wont be struggle (who IS struggling anyway?).
Like a large knotted bundle of yarn full of stickers, I am unraveling, and not unraveling. Maybe I am suppose to be raveled?
A small voice in me whispers,
{{{{{ 'now is the time to drop it all, just wait, there is nothing to do, and no one to do it!'}}}}}
WHOA!!!!! who is gonna find the job? locate the housing? find the Kirtan?
Slow down there, all of that is not HERE in this Moment. All future tripping. So THIS Moment,
hmmm, lets check ......
There is strong sense of underlying Ground, the deep stillness beneath the roar of traffic. That/This connects everything. Mind quiets, and actually agrees (wow!! imagine THAT!!!).
And Heart, this Center of Child Innocence, precious guidance that always resonates with sweet Openness. Heart is at ease.
So I find right now the whole physical system says 'Yes" there is truth to this Moment. No one has to do anything.
That is all well and fine in the face of sitting here in the Issaquah Library writing to whom ever will read this, but what about 'out there'? I cannot accept that there is truth to it until I see there is truth in every Moment. That is the Truth I seek, the truth that applies to EVERY thing. So apparently I have just found my next homework assignment.