Is it the Times? my age? Gallactic Influences? Alien Implants gone screwy? or am i perhaps just crossing over the line into insanity?
Compression, tension, pressure seems to be building. I hear from so many people their experiencing of these states. I feel it myself. People are dying. People are suicidal. People are dosing themselves bigger and bigger on ideas to get them excited, motivated, moving away from whatever it is they are feeling that is apparently not acceptable.
This is difficult, painful, uncomfortable, yet it is what is presenting itself. To do anything but face it is avoidance, denial. This trac is not for the faint of heart. Is it the 'right way' to be? I dont know. I know that experiencing trying to change how I feel, or what is happening has lead to pain. I know that this moment holds everything. And this moment right now appears as compression, tension, and pressure.
A seed dropped from dried flowers head
Enveloped well in damp soils bed
For Fall and Winters Holding Time
'Til Springs Touch does remind
That Sun and warmth does magic bring
Seeds hardened shell to newly sing
Light songs of Springs Softening
To Dance yet again
In this, the Cycle of Life.
Unfolding Life is Mystery.
Revealing only that which is needed NOW.
I get so impatient, scared, excited, enthusiastic, compressed.......etc....etc......etc...........
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Wow so powerful. This seems to be holding true for me as well. While the pressure builds I look for ways to escape it, ways to leave it behind, yet it follows me. I must learn to embrace it, stopping the struggle and just being. My life has been changed in great ways by you Sunny, Thank you. Hope to see you soon.
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Sky- yes indeed. I know nothing in this state. Seeing all the old ways trying to 'manage' it, nothing is effective. riding it with gentle compassion. Not comfortable.
ReplyDeleteIt is Mutual, being changed by one another. Blessings to you. I hope our paths cross again soon!