Willing to F*@k up.....

You asked me for Gentle
It is a Fine place, 'gentle'
with many many faces.
Not all expressions 'match' in the moment.
Seeing that,
I have mined the territory
seeking UNDER standing
beneath the 'idea',
the word,
the cry for sweetness
in the face of vulnerable 'ouch'
in all its tone.

I would not have looked so deeply
had you not requested from
The midst of your Heart

And what I have found is a Love for you
so precious
and a sadness i have 'failed' to deliver accurately
something needed
and something so desired to be given
and under all of that I find
my willingness to 'goof'
and still remain with you
remain through it all
no matter how many times
I offer what i have
and its not a 'match'
I remain
For you
with You
in all my humanness
in all my g-dness
in all my wonder
of the matrix
of Deep Friendship
I remain
for You