The River Flows......

I have sat along rivers that run hard and wild
I have floated upon some calm and quiet ones
I have fished the transition places of stillness and movement
and still I wonder at the constancy of the Flow

There is no other place to be than right HERE
there is no other time to be than NOW
theses things we know
and know and know

And when it is complete in us
there is no longer any need to Know
for the Knowing is complete
and the embodiment is All inclusive

All that said, I sit right now in a place where the river has run firm and strong enough to stir up the silt, the waterlogged flushout from storms long ago, long settled deep in the river bed crooks and crannies. Elemental Water, always seeking its own level, always flowing to the Ocean; which refuese NO river, NO RIVER is refused by the Ocean.

Then what is it in 'me' that seems to feel refused, held back, not included?

The only thing that can have that view is that which is not True.

And how do I receive those sensations?

Through the senses of the body.

okay, so the body feels these things and then they are received and interpreted through comparative thinking in the brain/mind.

The body is the densest. yup.

And i am using the densest aspect of this physical life existence to interpret Life?

hmmm, thats like, uhm, going to a glacier and chipping the hardest ice to get a drink of water because i am thirsty....... not quite actual in the metaphor, but you get the idea?

Clearing is happening in this process.
Will I clear enough in this Lifetime to be of true Service?

So what if I dont know, but I feel like some point has been passed that requires some conscious awareness of 'place', 'activity', 'intention', 'focus'.

I remember years ago at a Lorena McKennet concert as she introduced her band, expressing her repect for their high talent, she referred to them as 'idling porsches'.

I feel like an idling Volkswagen!! eheheh, aircooled for sure (as evidenced by loving to sleep outside!)

This commentary is more a 'report' than coming to any conclusion. For those of you who have been following this Journey, and participating and contributing to it so richly, I send a BIG 'THANK YOU"!!! So it could be whole different report this afternoon after I replant the iris, hang the laundry, set up the Excel spreadsheet, eat some lunch, and continue to look for employment.

hmmm, I feel is minutely shifting already. See? this is why I say 'Thanks'! Knowing this is being shared, writing from here, humbled by what is required.......

Thank you.

Many Blessings,
Sunny