In the ongoing Unfolding in this one called Sunny, there has been many arguments along the way regarding the application of the truths of Awareness Present and the tasks and responsibilities of daily life. The Argumentor I call it, is avid, enthusiastic, precise, and acute in perception.
This aspect has been a fine one to keep the Inquiry fires burning hot, honing the process to a fine sharp edge now capable of cutting through more course fabrics of illusionary perceptions, crystallized conditionings, and the mechanicality of what I refer to as the Habit Body.
For a long arduous time there was struggle, investigation, argument. Well placed and utilized as it was, it subtly maintained polarity, duality. None of which, upon seeing it for what it was looked at all like I thought it would! (A revealing clue of the thinking we do and where it leads us, and steers us elsewhere!)
The integration of Awareness has eased the grip and reactivity of the Argumentor. There is, well, an integration happening. Challenging to formulate accurately, the Veils of illusion are being lifted mroe frequently in the midst of the daily 'outer' life, revealing it for the Essence that it is, rather than inviting the belief in the presentation or, style, of the moment as it is Unfolding.
I continue to explore and deepen with the Formations insight, the Mitosis Insight recently written of. There is powerful insight and support available when Mind with its powers of registering detail, cataloging and sorting, turned to the more subtle and fine sensings of Lifes arising at the moment of transforming from Unseen to Seen, from Non-manifest to Manifest.
The course layers of finite perception are being gently sanded moment after moment with the realizations and verifications of the existence of Existence. The Unnameable undeniably experienced and respectfully remaining unnamed. At the cellular level there is tremendous support for Freedom to arise. Freedom from the holding of limited thinking, contracted feeling, and structured movement.
As the days of investigation continue there has been an increase in physical energy, an release of chronic sensations of pain and limited movement in various parts of the physical body, and a broadening in Understanding of what is perceived and its underlying meanings.
For a variety of reasons it has been 15 years since I had been able to run. i now jog 1.5 miles every morning. For the past two years I had an ongoing debilitating chronic pain in my abdomen, gone it is now for a month, Emotional pain from relationships that have dissolved rather than playing the same emotional loop time after time there is expanded consciousness and Understanding of the broader vibrational pallet being played out. Nothing lost, everything gained.
This bridge point of Light into Life, Unseen to the Seen where Nothing changes into Every Thing
yet Nothing changed at all is a transformative ingoing unending Fountain of Essence.
I welcome dialog regarding the experiences of this nature.
May this Day and all its Moments Bless you with meeting your Self!!!!
Monday, June 14, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
Formation Insight
This is the first draft, a rough draft of the recent Insight and Realization experienced.
This is being developed into a longer writing, as the Realization continues to be embodied.
Please read with All your bodies, allow/invite the mental body to co-operate with ALL that is You.
Mitosis is the process in which the organic structure renews itself. Cells divide, replicating the structure, DNA, function and Purpose. It is estimated that the human body, depending on its size, is made up of approximately 100 trillion cells. The female sex cell, the oocyte, is about 35 microns in diameter, which puts it just on the edge of being visible if you have real good eyes. The male sex cell, spermatozoan, cell is only about 3 microns in diameter, and therefore is the smallest cell of the human body. Various other cell types have various other sizes within this range.
A cell whose receptors hold toxins, or less appropriate elements, minerals, etc., will release those toxins, etc. if the appropriate nutrients are in proximity to the cell membrane, AND easily and naturally absorb the more appropriate nutrients. (Juicy nutritional fact from Jan Yoder, acupuncturist and nutritionist in Vancouver, Washington).
From the above two statements two presumptions have been made;
cell division is happening at all times, and,
cells display an interactive aspect, an inherent ability to choose 'health'.
These aspects of cellular activity of the human body were taken into Inquiry/Meditation/deep Self-Observation where the following observations and experiences arose.
It is 'given' that there is something that causes the formation of physical Life, in this particular case, the human body. 'Something' comes to Life, Life comes to life. Many words and ways of languaging put forth the idea within a manner that 'makes sense'. There has been experience of this essential rising. I will not call it anything in particular at this time.
As Life forms Itself in the cell, and continues its formation via mitosis, the essential 'coming to Life' desire, activity, purpose is passed into every cell created. This formulation stems from observing and investigating the window of cell division that could be referred to as 'Where One becomes the Two'.
Life exists in the originating cell. As does that cells particular structure and purpose. Each cell, when duplicating itself makes another of itself; structure and purpose exact. Skin cells do not make sex cells. The cell also apparently carries with it the impressions of living. It has been said in many ways by many different teachers/teachings that our story, our history, our experiences, attitudes, beliefs, and ancestral patternings are held within the very cells of us.
At the moment of cell division when structure and purpose have been transferred there is a 'gap' a pause, an window where the new cell is pure in its existence; Life in its fullest pure physical formation, structure, function, purpose in place yet nothing of the story, the history, the memory, the identity and identification transferred as yet. It is said that the cell at this point is that of a newborn; pure, vital health. No aging, no history, no limitations.
If, at this very moment, the new cell is surrounded with the atmosphere of expanded consciousness, beyond the limitations of the material perspective, the new cell will release any of the potential continuation of the story, history, habit, identification, and, due to its ability to absorb the more accurate within its atmosphere it will fully absorb the more pure authentic nutrients of expanded consciousness.
This moment, Where the One becomes the Two, this Moment, THIS NOWness is a choice point. A place where the individual, in dedicating themselves to the expansion of consciousness from the limited, relative, material world to that which is all inclusive is transformative. Transformative in the practice itself of honing the atmosphere surrounding the cells, AND transformative as the new cells are formed without the limitations previously also held in the cell membrane.
It is suggested that as one is going to sleep at night to celebrate the arrival of these new pure cells, to increase the Awareness in the atmosphere of the consciousness of the body.
In working with this via Inquiry, Meditation, and varied daily practices I am expereiencing a tremendous alteration in the experience of life; renewed physical energy and appropriate weight loss, fresh open perspective toward life, deeply rooted happiness.
But please, don't take my word for it. check it out, try it out, investigate it. And let me know how it is for You!
Just think.... 100 trillion cells dividing.... so many choice points!
Thank you for reading.
Many blessings in this ongoing Unfolding!
In Love,
Sunny
This is being developed into a longer writing, as the Realization continues to be embodied.
Please read with All your bodies, allow/invite the mental body to co-operate with ALL that is You.
Mitosis is the process in which the organic structure renews itself. Cells divide, replicating the structure, DNA, function and Purpose. It is estimated that the human body, depending on its size, is made up of approximately 100 trillion cells. The female sex cell, the oocyte, is about 35 microns in diameter, which puts it just on the edge of being visible if you have real good eyes. The male sex cell, spermatozoan, cell is only about 3 microns in diameter, and therefore is the smallest cell of the human body. Various other cell types have various other sizes within this range.
A cell whose receptors hold toxins, or less appropriate elements, minerals, etc., will release those toxins, etc. if the appropriate nutrients are in proximity to the cell membrane, AND easily and naturally absorb the more appropriate nutrients. (Juicy nutritional fact from Jan Yoder, acupuncturist and nutritionist in Vancouver, Washington).
From the above two statements two presumptions have been made;
cell division is happening at all times, and,
cells display an interactive aspect, an inherent ability to choose 'health'.
These aspects of cellular activity of the human body were taken into Inquiry/Meditation/deep Self-Observation where the following observations and experiences arose.
It is 'given' that there is something that causes the formation of physical Life, in this particular case, the human body. 'Something' comes to Life, Life comes to life. Many words and ways of languaging put forth the idea within a manner that 'makes sense'. There has been experience of this essential rising. I will not call it anything in particular at this time.
As Life forms Itself in the cell, and continues its formation via mitosis, the essential 'coming to Life' desire, activity, purpose is passed into every cell created. This formulation stems from observing and investigating the window of cell division that could be referred to as 'Where One becomes the Two'.
Life exists in the originating cell. As does that cells particular structure and purpose. Each cell, when duplicating itself makes another of itself; structure and purpose exact. Skin cells do not make sex cells. The cell also apparently carries with it the impressions of living. It has been said in many ways by many different teachers/teachings that our story, our history, our experiences, attitudes, beliefs, and ancestral patternings are held within the very cells of us.
At the moment of cell division when structure and purpose have been transferred there is a 'gap' a pause, an window where the new cell is pure in its existence; Life in its fullest pure physical formation, structure, function, purpose in place yet nothing of the story, the history, the memory, the identity and identification transferred as yet. It is said that the cell at this point is that of a newborn; pure, vital health. No aging, no history, no limitations.
If, at this very moment, the new cell is surrounded with the atmosphere of expanded consciousness, beyond the limitations of the material perspective, the new cell will release any of the potential continuation of the story, history, habit, identification, and, due to its ability to absorb the more accurate within its atmosphere it will fully absorb the more pure authentic nutrients of expanded consciousness.
This moment, Where the One becomes the Two, this Moment, THIS NOWness is a choice point. A place where the individual, in dedicating themselves to the expansion of consciousness from the limited, relative, material world to that which is all inclusive is transformative. Transformative in the practice itself of honing the atmosphere surrounding the cells, AND transformative as the new cells are formed without the limitations previously also held in the cell membrane.
It is suggested that as one is going to sleep at night to celebrate the arrival of these new pure cells, to increase the Awareness in the atmosphere of the consciousness of the body.
In working with this via Inquiry, Meditation, and varied daily practices I am expereiencing a tremendous alteration in the experience of life; renewed physical energy and appropriate weight loss, fresh open perspective toward life, deeply rooted happiness.
But please, don't take my word for it. check it out, try it out, investigate it. And let me know how it is for You!
Just think.... 100 trillion cells dividing.... so many choice points!
Thank you for reading.
Many blessings in this ongoing Unfolding!
In Love,
Sunny
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Timeless Grace
Mind says "this will take a long time."
Heart says, "I cannot wait."
Body says, "this hurts."
All the While You
Tear me Open
to receive
your Full Embrace
unencumbered by the clutter
of my missed understandings.
How I ache in this Meloncholy
Brought about by the Bliss of You
Having set up housekeeping in my Soul
As I continue to walk the driveway
Looking for the mail with Your Return Address!!!
Heart says, "I cannot wait."
Body says, "this hurts."
All the While You
Tear me Open
to receive
your Full Embrace
unencumbered by the clutter
of my missed understandings.
How I ache in this Meloncholy
Brought about by the Bliss of You
Having set up housekeeping in my Soul
As I continue to walk the driveway
Looking for the mail with Your Return Address!!!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Simplicity
Every complication that rises
Is a gentle invitation
For the Breath to arrive
Unbidden, pure, simple.
Is a gentle invitation
For the Breath to arrive
Unbidden, pure, simple.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
This, and only This....
Be still, for there is nothing more than Stillness.
Stillness is in every moment of Life Unfolding.
Be Still, for there is only Stillness within all activity.
Reside in Stillness, beyond the point of understanding.
Breathe Stillness, for the Breath of Life informs Everything.
Stillness is the foundation of all arising.
Be Stillness and all that is needed is available.
Everything that is needed is Within Stillness.
Stillness is in every moment of Life Unfolding.
Be Still, for there is only Stillness within all activity.
Reside in Stillness, beyond the point of understanding.
Breathe Stillness, for the Breath of Life informs Everything.
Stillness is the foundation of all arising.
Be Stillness and all that is needed is available.
Everything that is needed is Within Stillness.
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